Clever's Carrd
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• Keep calm and walk on. •

♡ About ♡

NAME: Clever
NICKNAMES: Please ask to give.
PRONOUNS: He/Him, They/Them
AGE: 24
LANGUAGES: English (Fluent), Spanish (Intermediate)

♡ Before You Interact ♡

I am neurodivergent and I have..

DISORDERAKA
Major Depressive Disorder(MDD, Depression)
Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD, Anxiety)
Autism Spectrum Disorder(ASD, Autism)
Monophobia(Fear of being alone.)

  • When texting me, I encourage using Tone Indicators when possible. They help me understand the intent of a message better

  • I'm very sensitive to certain topics and social interaction. If I have to leave a conversation, just ask me and I'll eventually explain why I left once I'm comfortable enough.

  • I'm not comfortable with people who are openly sexual and make sex jokes constantly.

- Blacklist -

Triggers

  • Screaming, yelling

  • Sudden loud noises

Discomforts

  • Blood, heavy gore

  • Abuse, animal abuse

  • Substance abuse (drinking, smoking, drugs)

  • Body horror and dark auras

  • Talking about school

  • Talking about therapy

  • Horror movies

  • AI chats

  • Unannounced nudity

♡ Socials ♡

✖ Do Not Interact ✖

  • Racists, Sexists, Ableists

  • Pedophiles, Zoophiles

  • Anti-LGBTQ, Terf

  • Trump supporters

  • Autism Speaks supporter (please don't use the puzzle logo)

  • If you use the acronym MAP for "Minor Attracted Person" instead of "Multi Animator Project".

  • ICE supporter

♡ KINLIST ♡

Serious: Strong connection.
Comfort: Makes me happy/comfortable.
Relatable: Relatable characteristics.
Fun: Just in my list for fun.

· Clever ·
NICKNAMES: Buppy
SPECIES: Dog (Shiba Inu)
KIN TYPE: Serious
DOUBLES: Yes
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· Benjamin Fairest [SOFT MOD] ·
PREFERED NAME: Ben
NICKNAMES: Benji, BF, B
PRONOUNS: He/They
SPECIES: Human
KIN TYPE: Comfort
DOUBLES: No
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· Pico [SOFT MOD] ·
PRONOUNS: He/They
SPECIES: Human
KIN TYPE: Comfort
DOUBLES: No
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· Senpai [FNF] ·
NICKNAMES: Sen, Pie
PRONOUNS: He/Him, They/Them
SPECIES: Human/Video Game Character
KIN TYPE: Comfort
DOUBLES: No
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· 4 [BFB] ·
NICKNAMES: Four, Foury
PRONOUNS: Xy/Xym
SPECIES: Algebralien
KIN TYPE: Comfort
DOUBLES: Okay
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· X [BFB] ·
PRONOUNS: Xe/Xem
SPECIES: Algebralien
KIN TYPE Comfort
DOUBLES?: Okay
__________________· Liam Plecak [HFJONE] ·
PRONOUNS: He/They
SPECIES: Backpack
KIN TYPE: Relatable/Comfort
DOUBLES: No
OTHER: No "Airy" Kins.
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· Steven Universe [SU] ·
PRONOUNS: He/Him
SPECIES: Human-Gem Hybrid
KIN TYPE: Relatable
DOUBLES: Okay
OTHER: No "Rose Quartz" Kins.
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· Gordon Freeman [HLVRAI] ·
NICKNAMES: Gordos, Mr. Freeman
PRONOUNS: He/Him
KIN TYPE: Relatable
DOUBLES: Yes
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· Xavier [my oc] ·
PRONOUNS: They/Them
SPECIES: Human (Hunter Mutation)
KIN TYPE: Relatable
DOUBLES: No

♡ Tone Indicators ♡

IndicatorMeaning
/CCopypasta / Copy Paste
/CBClickbait
/EXAExaggerating
/EMPEmpathize
/FFake
/G, /GENGenuine
/HJHalf Joking
/HYPHyperbole (An exaggeration)
/JJoking
/L, /LYLyrics
/LHLight Hearted
/LILiterally
/MMetaphorically
/NBHNobody Here (Used to specify you’re not referring to anyone in the group chat.)
/NC, /NEGNegative Connotation
/NMNot Mad
/NSX, /NXNon-Sexual Intent
/PPlatonically
/PC, /POSPositive Connotation
/RRomantically
/REFReference [Quoting a work such as a book, movie, show, meme, etc.]
/RH, /RTRhetorical Question
/SSarcastic
/SRSSerious
/SYMSympathize
/SX, /XSexual Intent
/TTeasing
/THThreat

♡ Coping Mechanism ♡

◆ TLDR◆
▹NOTE: ONLY read this if you are not interested in being long term friends. I have two seperate personalities that help me stabilize my monophobia and depression. I talk to them often and it usually sounds like just "talking to myself."◆ Briefing ◆
▹You may notice that I will refer to myself as: "we, us, our, ourselves" OR even notice that I talk to myself more than usual.◆ Why is this? ◆
▹It's a coping mechanism to combat my depression and monophobia (Feeling extremely anxious when you're alone). I've talked to myself since I was a kid and it gives me a sense of stability. Some people might refer to this as just bouncing ideas back and forth, but to me it's much more important.◆ How does it work? ◆
▹It's basically thinking or verbally speaking to myself as I would with another person. Unlike talking to people however, we share memories with each other.◆ Is it DID [Dissociative Identity Disorder]? ◆
▹I'm not sure. I just know that we don't experience holes in our memories.
▹However, it has one similar function. The Host and Protector. I don't shift into them, as we just choose whether we are both at the controls, one takes over due to stress and other circumstances. It's more of a partnership. Our names are Clever (host) and Demetrius (protector).
▹I don't want anyone to refer to ourselves separately. If you mean to talk to either of us, it has to be just "Clever". (Unless we're close friends, please do not refer to us as "Clever AND Trio.")

♡ Interests ♡

General

  • Plushies

  • Animation + Cartoons

  • Horror Games

  • Analog Horror

  • Comic Series

  • Dinosaurs

Fandom

  • Club Penguin

  • Pokémon

  • My Little Pony: FIM

  • Sonic the Hedgehog

Games I Own

  • Paleo Pines

  • Club Penguin

  • Web Fishing

  • Lethal Company

  • Left 4 Dead

  • Roblox

  • Minecraft

Games I Wish I Owned

  • Animal Crossing New Horizons

  • Pokémon

  • Super Mario

♡ INTERESTS ♡

General

  • Plushies

  • Voice Acting

  • Animation / Cartoons

  • Roleplaying / Acting

  • Fluff (writing)

  • Furry Fandom

Games

  • Lethal Company

  • Roblox

  • Left 4 Dead 2 (L4D2)

  • Minecraft

Hyperfixations

  • Object Shows

Fandoms

  • Pico's School

  • Murder Drones

  • My Little Pony (MLP:FIM)

  • Sonic the Hedgehog (SOH)

  • Pokémon

  • Steven Universe (SU)

  • Super Mario

  • Red VS Blue (RVB)

♡ SPECIFIC FANDOMS ♡

Object Shows

  • Battle for BFDI (BFB)

  • The Power Of Two (TPOT)

  • Inanimate Insanity (II)

  • ONE (HFJONE)

  • Love for the S*n

  • The Nightly Manor

  • CFMOT / ИНМТ

  • BURNER

Guide for my Close Friends

Things to know when interacting with me.
First is that I have some mental disorders.

DisorderHow It Affects Me
Major Depressive Disorder (MDD)Significantly lowers my motivation and enthusiasm for most things.
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)Disorder causes me to be afraid of making mistakes and it causes me mental pain. Constantly battling a voice that second guesses myself.
Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)Hypersensitive in both my senses and emotional moods. Sometimes I'm unable to understand some social cues or situations.
MonophobiaI feel uncomfortable with the thought of of being alone. Anxiety will use this against me.

If you would like to help me cope,
I'd suggest following any of the behaviors below.

❧ Understand it may take me longer to build up the motivation and confidence to do things.
❧ Know sometimes I can be very literal and honest. I don't do this to hurt your feelings on purpose.
❧ Know that just because I don't smile, make eye contact, show excitement, or any other indicator: Does not mean I'm uninterested or don't care. (If you're unsure, simply ask.)
❧ I value honesty and directness more than anything. This helps keep me from overthinking everything.
❧ If you are comfortable with it, let me know that I can be honest with you as well. Otherwise I will be more likely to try to mask around you even when it's unhealthy to do so.
❧ I prefer one-on-one conversations. My limit is around 3-4 people at once. More than that makes my thoughts/emotions/reactions more difficult to manage.
❧ When I get overwhelmed, I have the tendency to shut down and not be able to respond to others. Respect that I need time to recover.
❧ If I undergo a panic attack: Know I need to be alone somewhere quiet (AKA: retreat). Be extremely gentle as my mind is in a state of extreme anxiety and panic. Usually, I am unable to form coherent thoughts to respond or speak to others. Eventually, I'll be able to speak again and try to contact you. If not, feel free to check up on me and ask. (Do not hover over, pester, or touch me.)✅ Things to Ask
• Do you want to move somewhere quiet?
• Do you want to sit down?
• Do you need tissues/water?
• Any simple Yes/No questions.❌ Things NOT to Ask:
• Are you okay? (Obviously not.)
• What's wrong? (I can't communicate that right now.)
• Why are you crying? (This will make me self conscious about the situation.)

▼ PHYSICAL HYPERSENSITIVITY ▼

  • SIGHT: I don't like bright lights. — Please give a warning if showing media with flashing or bright lights/colors. Don't turn on lights in a dark room without warning.

  • SOUND: I don't like sudden loud noises. — It makes me panic. Give a warning before showing media with loud noises/screaming/yelling. Avoid showing media with looping noises/phrases. Shorts/TikToks/Reels are okay.

  • TOUCH: Ask before touching, including hugs. This is for each interaction. Tapping for attention is highly discouraged.

  • SMELL: I don't like strong odors. — I will actively avoid candle and cleaning supply aisles in stores. Think of it as me smelling x10 as stronger than you do. (I will wear a mask when passing through.)

▼ EMOTIONAL HYPERSENSITIVITY ▼

  • Be gentle with me. I can handle some joking and teasing, but don't jab at things I cannot control about myself. NEVER joke about mistakes I've made.

  • I get overwhelmed when exposed to too many stimuli at once (trying to process a lot of things.) It's unfortunately hard to measure, but I can usually tell when it's occurring.

  • If I get angry/frustrated, it will eventually turn to tears since my emotions are being overwhelmed.

  • I don't like explicit sexual jokes. I can handle boy-ish immature jokes, but not out front sexual.

  • I can get uncomfortable with gore/blood. Please give a warning before each time so I can decide with what I feel at the moment. Do NOT show me live action/irl gore ever.